i dunno how many times ive sat here and wanted to write somet....but what can i write that hasnt been written before? what can i write that will make sense of the senselessness? and what can i write that will change what happenned or stop the empty feelin i get when i look at ur car or ur pics? when i know the answer to all those questions ill write it here....til then i guess its a case of swallowing the pain and gettin on the best i can.