when i read your point on pain i felt it also. no one can tell another how that feels.only to say i love you. you are the daughter i never had, the sister i was denied. I know how deep the pain goes, only time will make it easier. hour by hour, day by day is all we can ask for. God bless & strenghten you as you move forward with a strength you never knew you had. you are all always in my prayers. Mom