well sonny boy, thats one year passed since u went.....kinda feels really surreal knowing that this time last year you were gone....but i didnt know an was livin life like nothin had happened! but as the 4 of us that were there on that nite...10th jan, know only too well, ur nitemare was over.....ours was about to begin! anyhoo....i know ur safe and happy now so this year is the year to repair, accept and try to move on....seems easy if u say it fast enuf eh!! god bless.