ive been sat here for 15 minutes or more.....an i just dunno what to say, i have just gone through all of it in my head yet again, the part when i peeked round the door and thought u were standing there and just for a second i thought 'thank god ur ok' how wrong could i have been?.....thanx for that son... i will get u back one day :) i still dunno how somebody as large in spirit as you could do something like that....but you did, and i respect your choice (even tho i dont like it) you were a man with a mans right to do with ur life what you wanted,you chose to quit in ur prime. for me, the inquest brought some comfort relief and above all some closure, even tho i feel reduntant now i dont have to fight for ur cause anymore, (the other remaining battles are a lost cause...as ur now gaffer once wrote..'theres none so blind as those who cant see') time to move along and do some things i guess, im gonna seem a big bore if ive nothin to tell u about wen i get there eh! with ur looks, my strength and grandads wisdom theres nothing we cant achieve.....i intend to live, and enjoy doing it, so be there when i need you but be free to enjoy ur new life, friends and experiences.....fulfill ur purpose, only you can do the job god has given you.