The moment that you died, My heart split in two, The one side filled with memories, The other died with you. I often lay awake at night, When the world is fast asleep, And take a walk down memory lane, With tears upon my cheek. Remembering you is easy, I do it every day, But missing you is a heartache, That never goes away. I hold you tightly within my heart, And there you will remain, Life may have gone on without you, But it never will be the same. 6 months today, yet it feels like yesterday. Each day goes by and it just gets harder and harder because its another day without u here. I cant explain how much I miss you, but i know u hear my apology everynight when i pray to god, im just hoping one day ill feel ur forgivness. I think I felt it when u came to me in my dream, but i havent seen u since and i miss that. I guess I should be happy for the one dream though because It gave me strength and helped me fight on longer, I think u noticed that I was strugling and thats why u appeared in my dream, thankyou. I hope you'v made friends with my nan up there, I could imagine u two getting along really well, shes a joker just like you and she knows what u look like because i took the picture of us with that snake on holiday to her when she was in the hospital, she loved it. Anyways I better go, I love u and miss you so much, keep watching over your family and please give strength to all those who need it. Rest In Paradise my angel..Love Lisa xxxx