peeves...i realy cnt express how much i miss u. every day that i wake up my heart breaks all over again. ur the 1st thing on my mind wen i wake up frm the rare, fitful sleep i manage to get every now n then, n ur the last thing on my mind when i close my eyes. ur all i think about all day every day n i cnt tell u how much of a void u have left in my heart. i find myself unable to move on...my life is a mess...n i know u dnt want that n im sorry im not makin u proud bt i jus cnt get over the grief i feel. i miss u sooooooo much i jus wish i cud hug u one last time n tell u everythin will b ok. all i wait for is the day i will get 2 c u again. because i kno that thats the day i will feel true happiness again. i pray that u r at peace n enjoyin da eternal life...jus wish u cudve spent a lil longer down here wit us, because we all needed u alot more than u thought. I love you peeves always and forever. xxxxxxxxxxxxx